Showing posts with label what is trust?. Show all posts
Showing posts with label what is trust?. Show all posts

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Give me some music like the duke used to play.

"Sometimes I think you don't trust me."
"That's because I don't."
"Why not? I want you to trust me."
"I don't trust anybody."

Which is so cliché, might I add, and I'll never really forgive myself for saying something like that. But I had to say it, because when it's the truth, sometimes -- cliché be damned -- you've just got to say it. And I don't think you really got that I was serious, but I was. I really have no idea how it happened, but somehow, I've ended up with trust issues.

Maybe it was from her telling me who I was and I started hating her a bit. Or maybe it was from his promises and how he never kept them. Maybe it was even from him never listening to me and when he finally wanted to, I couldn't believe him long enough to stop choking on the words.

Somehow I've got bitterness growing in creeping vines all through my body and I never even saw it planted.